Wolf Tales IV
Tinker, the only African American male in Pack Dynamics, has always felt like a man apart from the other Chanku. Now, away from his pack, Tinker must claim his mate and bring her into his world, protecting her from those who would do her harm, binding her in an erotically powerful ritual older than time. But, in this society, the female calls the shots, and Lisa has a few surprises for her alpha male.
"...Erotic, spellbinding and intricately woven, Wolf Tales IV will have readers crying out for more of this series by bestselling author Kate Douglas..."
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Chapter 1
High Mountain Wolf Sanctuary, Colorado
If she sat very still, the wolves ignored her, even now in the failing light of dusk. Ignored her, though it was obvious they'd come searching for her. Lisa Quinn heard the zing of mosquitoes near her ear, sensed the encroaching coolness as night settled in, but she focused exclusively on the pack of seven wolves circled around the flat stone where she sat. They waited, sitting just as still as she, watching.
She recognized the alpha male and female, though even after observing this group for over a week she still couldn't keep their four half-grown pups straight without checking the tags in their ears. An older, grizzled male sat off to one side. He was badly scarred, one ear torn and his muzzle all tinged with gray. Lisa nodded to him, giving the respect his years had earned.
The wolf blinked, almost as if he acknowledged her greeting.
There was something magical about this time of night. Magic in the way their amber eyes glowed as darkness enfolded them, magic in the silence, in the connection. She lived for this moment in time, this sense that the beasts reached out to her, spoke to her. Though their thoughts were merely jumbled images, visual representations without language, the feeling of communication lingered long after each member of the pack finally turned away and glided silently back into the forest.
Lisa sat very still even after the last wolf had gone. Sat with her legs folded in the standard lotus position, her hands resting lightly on her knees, her body trembling with energy and something deeper, more confusing. Arousal? Yes, she was sexually aroused.
It made no sense. None at all, but there was no denying the sexual energy coursing through her veins, throbbing between her legs, making her breasts ache. She breathed deeply, exhaled, took another breath and felt the tension slowly begin to ebb.
A symphony of night sounds slowly built around her, but still she held her position, all the while reevaluating the past few minutes, considering how those minutes connected with all the years of her life. As she pondered the details, the sensual feelings faded even more, but the awareness remained. The sense of self, of connection.
Why now? Why here, in the midst of wolves, when she'd never found a sense of belonging among human society? Questions. Always more questions, when she'd hoped so much for answers. Dreams had led her to this place over two years ago, dreams that took her though the forest, running with wolves, thinking as a wolf, being wolf.
Only in her dreams.
For the very first time, though, tonight they'd come to her. Come as if they expected her, as if they needed her. For what? It was more than mere curiosity about the woman. Almost as if they needed answers just as she did. So many nights she'd sat here, aware of their presence as they hovered, unseen in the woods. Tonight, they'd shown themselves. Honored her with their powerful, feral presence.
Unsettled her with their disquiet. Lisa felt a small shiver run down her spine and wished it away, unwilling to lose the basic sense of this night.
Truly a magical moment. A time to savor. A memory to hold and hopefully, to repeat tomorrow and the night after that. Finally, after a lifetime spent searching, Lisa felt as if there might actually be answers to some if not all of her questions.
The corners of her mouth twitched at the thought. There would always be more to wonder about. All was never as it seemed. For all the sense of serenity about this place, mysteries hovered in the background.
Wolves gone missing. Four now, over the past two years? The shroud of guilt she bent beneath, that the disappearances began the month Lisa was hired, never fully left her. If only the wolves could tell. Tonight, the sense of communion Lisa felt had carried the whisper of answers.
She clung to that possibility, saw it as a destination after so many years spent wandering. Lisa's thoughts drifted from the poverty and anger of her dysfunctional childhood home to years of battling demons she'd not been able to name. The homeless encampment where she'd lived for a time under a Florida bridge was as far removed from this forest haven as she could imagine.
Caught in her unsavory memories, the questions and her fragile hope for something better, Lisa drifted with her thoughts. She'd felt the suspicion cast her way over the missing wolves and done her best to send it back. She found comfort in the dream she'd had last night and felt her heart speed up as her mind took her on a race through the forest, running with her packmates beside her. She was miles away and years beyond when a bright beam of light cut a swath through the darkness. She blinked and shielded her eyes when it found her.
“Shit. Quinn? Is that you? What the hell are you doing out here in the dark?”
“Hal?” Damn. Mr. Suspicious himself, her supervisor, Hal Anderson. She gritted her teeth in an effort to keep her mouth shut.
Anderson held the flashlight pointed directly at her eyes. “No one's allowed inside the pens after hours. Those gates are locked for a reason. The last thing we need is a mangled body come morning. You know the rules.”
Shaken rudely out of her meditative state, Lisa slowly unwound her legs and rose to her feet. She made a big point of stepping off the flat rock and moving into Hal's comfort zone. Lisa liked the fact she was taller than her boss. Enjoyed watching him take that involuntary step backward and duck his head in a typically submissive gesture without realizing what he'd done.
In fact, she liked the feeling as much as she disliked the man. He'd never come right out and accused Lisa to her face of any connection to the missing wolves, but his suspicions had long been whispered about among the rest of the staff. Despite her dislike of the man, Lisa stood comfortably with hands on hips. “If no one's allowed, then why are you here, Hal?”
He stepped back another pace, apparently caught off guard by her question. Then he recovered and puffed up his chest. All it did was make him look like an irritated little rooster. “I'm in charge of this sanctuary and I go where I damned well please.” He patted the holster strapped to his side as if the sidearm gave him the authority his size couldn't. “Now get out of here. Don't let me find you this side of the fence after dark, or your ass is gone. I'm not kidding, Quinn. You know the rules.”
“Oh, I know the rules all right.” She threw an extra bit of sway into her hips as she brushed by him, knowing exactly how much it would irritate the little tyrant. “I'm just wondering if you do.”
She also wondered what Anderson was doing out here after dark. Had he been casting suspicion her way to take it off someone else...like himself? Lisa felt his gaze on her until she took a turn in the trail that dropped her into a stretch of deep forest and the path back to the main gate. She felt the wolves, as well. Felt their presence without hearing or seeing them. Knew they protected her.
Just as she knew, without any doubt at all, that they hated and possibly feared Hal Anderson.
~~*~~
Pack Dynamics headquarters,San Francisco, CA.
The printer rattled to life and a boarding pass slowly appeared. He'd forgotten to replace the ink cartridge, so the print wasn't as dark as it should be, but what the hell...Martin McClintock, better known to his packmates as Tinker, sat at his desk wearing nothing but his worn flannel pajama pants. He watched the paper slip into the tray with the full and distinct knowledge his life was about to change.
Tinker steepled his fingers beneath his chin and stared out of the office window. It was barely six in the morning, still way too early to head to the airport. His plane didn't leave until ten. He'd been awake half the night, lying quietly in the big bed next to Tia and Luc, listening to their steady breathing, wondering what lay ahead.
There was just one more thing to do before he left, and that very thing was stalking him even now.
Tinker sensed Tia Mason before he heard her. Sensed the wildness of the forest and knew she'd most likely shifted and gone for a pre-dawn run. The hours before daybreak were the safest time to race through Golden Gate Park, a time when discovery was unlikely.
He grinned, knowing exactly why she searched him out.
For all the joy, all the glory of running as the wolf, shifting had its drawbacks, at least if one were alone. Almost unbearable arousal, a physical reaction impossible to ignore-an obsessive compulsion for sex not easily satisfied without a partner.
Among the Chanku, almost any partner would do--of either sex. It wasn't merely a way of life or a social choice. The drives and sensual needs defined who and what they were, how they lived, what they thought.
Who they fucked and why.
A constant itch in need of being scratched, a desire that must be filled, a hunger that had to be satisfied.
Tinker recognized that need in Tia now, the arousal coursing through her veins, her pheromones a tempting aphrodisiac to any virile male with the sense to read the signs. He grinned as heat pooled in his groin, fully aware he wasn't immune.
Thank goodness. Tinker welcomed the powerful rush of blood and pounding heat. He felt his cock swell and rise within his loose flannel pants and acknowledged the arousal, the slow, throbbing ache in his balls, the tight sense of need centered along the base of his spine. It was all good, this need, this wanting.
Normally Tia would find her mate at a time like this, but Lucien was gone for the day, headed to Sacramento for an early meeting. Of course Tia would come here.
When in need, call Tinker.
He almost laughed aloud.
Tia came to him for many things--friendship, protection, sex. Tinker remembered how much he'd hoped at one time she might come to him for love, but that wasn't going to happen. Not since she'd bonded with Lucien Stone, her mate and partner for life...and Tinker's boss.
Tinker knew he should feel grateful both Tia and Luc included him in their bed at night, accepted him as their partner in a thoroughly comfortable ménage. It wasn't enough, though. Not nearly enough. Their loving relationship didn't consciously exclude him, but as usual, Tinker realized he was the outsider.
The odd man out, though not necessarily at this particular moment.
Slim fingers brushed his bare shoulders. Warm lips tickled the edge of his ear. He felt her thick mass of hair brush his neck, trail lightly over the side of his face and then sweep across his back. More hot blood rushed south as his cock reacted, swelled and tented the front of his pants.
Tinker reached behind himself and caught the back of Tia's head in his palm, dragged her slowly around to face him, spinning his swivel chair to meet her half way.
She tumbled gracelessly into Tinker's lap, all naked, giggling, sexy woman, and wrapped her slim arms around his neck. “I forgot Luc was leaving early. I got home and the house seemed so empty. Mik, AJ and Tala aren't back from Maine yet and I couldn't find you.”
Tink laughed and kissed her lightly. Tia tried to deepen the kiss, but he pulled back, teasing. “Oh damn. And the batteries in your vibrator are missing.”
Tia cuffed the side of his head. “How'd you know?”
“Because I needed some for my flashlight and yours were the only ones I could think of.”
“Oaf.” Tia nuzzled the side of Tinker's neck, nipping and licking a trail across his collarbone. “Then you owe me. Big time.”
He chuckled. “I've got big. How big do you want it?”
“Big as you've got. Big as it'll get.” She slipped her hand down between their bodies, tugged at the elastic waistband of his pants and wriggled her fingers inside. Tinker sucked in a breath when she found his cock, wrapped her fingers tightly around the base and squeezed.
He tried to bite back a groan and failed. Damn, they'd fucked half the night away and he still wanted her--or at the very least, wanted what Tia offered.
He leaned back in his chair and threw his arms up over his head. “Take me, woman. I'm all yours.”
Tia snorted. “Well of course you are. You're male and I'm damned good.”
As if to prove her point, Tia twisted out of Tinker's lap and slipped down between his legs. She managed to free his cock through the fly of his pants and had her lips around the crown before her knees hit the floor.
Tinker reached out to slow her down at the same time Tia swallowed him, her tongue already doing amazing things to the underside of his cock while her cheeks hollowed with each pull of her lips. Instead of stopping her, he tangled his fingers in Tia's thick waves of hair and held her close. The sight of her pink lips stretched, moist and pliable, around the dark chocolate erection sprouting from his groin took him to the edge. The visual was as sexy as the suction, like his own private porn flick starring Tia and his cock.
Tinker bit down on his lips and tilted his head back. No way in hell could he watch Tia Mason suck his cock and maintain control.
He was big and hard and filled her mouth so that the scrape of her teeth ran the length of his cock each time she pulled him in and then slowly turned him loose. Her tongue flattened against the underside, but as he withdrew, Tinker felt the tip of it curl around the crown of his penis then dip quickly into the eye at the tip.
He wondered if she tasted the first drops of his seed, if she thought at all about Tinker or merely her search for release. Tinker opened his mind to Tia's thoughts, but for now there was merely a haze of lust without any form or feature.
Tia as woman barely existed, so trapped was she in the lush arousal following her shift, still a mindless creature of sensation, needs and desires. Until Tia's conscious mind returned, Tinker accepted he was nothing more to her than a means to an end, a very amenable pleasure toy to help ease the creature's needs.
He understood. He'd been that same creature so many times before.
Tia'd found a rhythm now that took Tinker closer and closer to climax. First the tightening in his groin, the tension between his legs as his balls drew up high and tight. He turned himself free, let the sensations take him. Close, so much closer to the edge, when Tia slowly withdrew until only the smooth crown of his cock was clasped between her lips.
She sucked down hard, laved him again with her tongue and then dropped him entirely and pulled away. The cold morning air kissing his wet flesh wasn't nearly enough to cool the heat. Tia leaned close once more, swirled her tongue around the small eye at the tip and then gave him a saucy wink. “That's all. I just wanted to make sure you were really interested.”
Tinker took a moment to catch his breath and then he laughed. “Witch.” He stood up quickly, grabbed Tia under her shoulders and knees and lifted her against his chest before she had time to squawk. With his erect cock banging her butt, he carried her across the office, down the hall and into their bedroom. Holding Tia at least two feet above the big bed, Tinker dumped her amid the tangled sheets and then rolled her to her belly.
“Oomph.” She tried to wriggle free.
He held her down with one hand and slipped out of his loose pants with the other.
“What are you doing, you big oaf?” Twisting and turning under his palm, giggling uncontrollably, Tia swung a fake punch in Tinker's direction.
He dodged her flailing fist. “Finishing what you started, sweetie.”
Somehow, in spite of or because of her struggles, Tia's legs spread apart and her hips rose up and she was wet and ready when Tinker knelt behind her. He ran his fingers over her smoothly shaved mound, parted her swollen lips with his fingers, grabbed his cock in his fist and found her wet and ready sex with the broad crown. One thrust took him deep, the second actually shoved Tia forward.
She practically purred.
“This is what you're looking for, isn't it?” Deeper this time, until his balls slapped against her mound.
“Maybe...” Her answer was muffled in her pillow, but it was obvious Tia wanted anything he offered.
Tinker's cock connected with the hard mouth of her womb on the next, hard thrust. She arched her back, cried out. Her pussy clamped down on his cock in a rippling, clenching spasm, squeezing him tighter, holding him deep inside as her entire body arched against him.
He opened his thoughts and caught her incoherent mental cries of pleasure. When he linked his mind with Tia's, Tinker felt the thickness of his cock as if it pierced his own spasming sex, felt each ripple and contraction as if his body were climaxing.
Tinker held there a moment, unmoving, mind and body saturated with sensation. His balls throbbed, a deep, dark pounding in time with his heart, the taut sense of pleasure bordering on pain as he held on to only marginal control. Tia rippled around him, her strong inner muscles squeezing and releasing, her scent rising ripe and addictive to tease his sensitive nostrils.
Slowly Tinker withdrew, teeth clenched and muscles tensing as he made his slow, steady retreat. Tia's velvet clasp tightened around his cock, attempted to hold him closer. He pulled almost completely free of her heat, then slammed into her hard and fast. Tia whimpered and adjusted her hips to take him even deeper. Her thick juices smoothed the way, her spasming sex pulled him in and Tinker felt his hard-won control slip even more.
He slowed, rocking against Tia in a slow, steady rhythm.
Her fingers crept between their legs, tickling and scraping over sensitized flesh. He groaned when she found his sac and gently squeezed and massaged his balls in rhythm with each slow, even penetration.
Tinker slipped into a steady, leisurely cadence. Deeper, all the way in and slowly out to the very edge of her sex. His thighs trembled now, his gut clenched with need and a slick river of sweat poured down his face and covered his chest. Almost as an afterthought he searched for Tia's thoughts and found her once more on the edge of climax.
Close. So very close, almost in sync with him, almost there. Tinker pinched her nipples between his thumbs and forefingers, rolling the taut peaks hard enough to cause pain. Tia gasped, arched her back and cried out. Her sound was low and haunting, more a howl than a moan.
Tink joined his thoughts to Tia's. Not a link such as mates might have, but a simple linking of pleasure, of sensation. He leaned back on his heels and pulled Tia with him. His cock bottomed out once again, filling her. Her round buttocks pressed against his belly and his fingers flared across her middle. He held her close. Her heart pounded beneath his palm.
Tia reached between their legs. She scraped her nails over his sac, then cupped his balls in her palm and gently squeezed. Her thoughts in his mind turned hot, her needy flesh tightened even more around his cock, and suddenly, before he expected it, Tinker flew over the top.
Had it always been so good? Hips thrusting, jaw clenched and body shaking, his mind filled with Tia's climax, Tinker experienced his orgasm as Tia felt it, deep inside her body.
Exquisite, to know it from Tia's viewpoint as well as his own. He became the depth of her passion in the images, words and sensations she shared.
Experienced the lush heat, the fullness, the desire, and even the regret. In the midst of climax, with Tinker's cock filling her, his arms holding her, his seed pulsing into her warm and welcoming pussy, Tia thought of Luc.
Missed Luc. Wished he were here with them. Wished Luc were the one loving her. Loving Tinker. Filling her sex or her mouth or even her ass. No matter. Tinker knew her thoughts, and knew Tia wanted her mate.
As she should.
Would a woman ever think of him that way? Would he ever know the deep, soul-searing link of a bonded mate?
Not with this woman, no matter how much he cared for her.
Tinker slowly lowered Tia to the bed, both of them drawing deep, gasping breaths of air into oxygen-starved lungs.
Tinker kissed Tia's cheek, stroked her hair back from her face and smiled down at her while he struggled for control of his breathing. Finally, when he felt he could speak without gasping for air, he kissed her again. It was time to let go of regrets, to think of other things. To think of the adventure that lay ahead.
He wished he knew how to plan for the unpredictable. Impossible. He'd figure this trip out one step at a time. Until he came face to face with his ultimate goal, he'd have to wing it.
Tinker flopped down on the bed beside Tia and turned so he could watch her face. “I'm going to need a ride to SFO. Can you take me down to the airport in a couple hours?”
Tia nodded. Her chest rose and fell with each deep breath. Her thoughts now were her own, gently yet firmly blocked. “Yeah. No problem.”
Tinker sat up but Tia stopped him with a gentle hold on his forearm. He looked down at her fingers, their bronze color still many shades lighter than his own dark skin, and thought how beautiful her fingers were, how much he liked the contrast of their colors, her deep bronze to his dark chocolate.
Her softness to his hard, muscled body. Her feminine yet forceful spirit to his Chanku male soul. Tink covered Tia's hand with his, pushed those pointless thoughts from his mind, and glanced into her beautiful amber eyes. “What?”
“I'm...I.” She sighed and glanced away, the thought she hadn't shared left unspoken. “Do you know how long you'll be gone? Did Luc tell you anything at all? Did he find out anything?”
Tinker shook his head. “Not much more than we talked about. It's a wolf sanctuary, privately owned and funded, yet licensed by the federal government. It's in Colorado, in the northern part of the state, up in the Rockies though I understand the elevation isn't too high. I'll be looking for Baylor Quinn's sister. Her name's Lisa, unless she's changed it. We know Bay's Chanku. So's his other sister, Tala. It's a given that Lisa is as well. I need to find her, convince her to take the supplement and hope it works. Then we'll take it from there.”
Tia slanted him a coquettish glance. “Oh, I can guess where you'll take it. Far, fast and very, very deep.”
Tinker shrugged his shoulders, but he grinned. “One can only hope. It's going to be weird, approaching a stranger who is definitely Chanku...and knowing she hasn't got a clue. I'll be honest and admit I'm going after her, hoping she'll be the one, that she'll end up as my mate. Face it, sweetie. There are so few women among us. We have to take our future into our own hands or someone else might do it for us.”
Tia nodded, her smile faded. “I know. I want you to find someone of your very own. It's just...” She looked away again. Tinker grabbed her chin with his fingertips, turned her back and was surprised to see tears on her cheeks. She sighed and covered Tink's hand with hers. “Things will never be the same again. I feel it, and I worry about you.”
“Sweetie, don't worry. I'll be fine. Everything will be okay and I'll be home before you know it. Hopefully with someone else for you to pick on.” He kissed Tia, then stood up. He had to put distance between them before he said or did something stupid. She was Luc's. Tia would always be Luc's, no matter how often she shared Tinker's bed. She loved Tinker. He had no doubt of that, but she had chosen Luc as her mate. Loved Luc on a level far beyond any feelings she held for Tinker. It might have been confusing, had they still been human.
Among the Chanku, it was the way of the pack. Thank goodness Luc knew and was cool with the relationship Tinker had with Tia. Tinker sighed. Of course, maybe that wasn't such a good thing. Maybe it made things too comfortable, all that much more difficult for Tinker to move on, to find his own mate, his own life.
Tia grabbed his hand and stretched her fingers over his knuckles, as if comparing their color differences. She looked down at their linked hands, not into his eyes as she normally would. “Do you have any idea what you're going to do when you find her? What you'll say? It's not like you can just introduce yourself and say, oh, by the way, I'm a shapeshifter and I turn into a wolf. She'd think you were nuts. You have to have some kind of a plan.”
Tinker laughed. “Actually, I don't. I'm just going to wing it with this one. I need to see what she's like, get a feel for how she'll deal with everything she's going to find out about herself.”
Tia laughed. “I can't believe that you, of all people, haven't got a detailed plan of action. That is so not you!” She squeezed his fingers, then dropped his hand and stepped back. “I'll miss you, Tinker. A lot. So will Luc.” She pouted, glanced at him out of the corners of her eyes. She looked like a pissed off six year old.
He grinned. This he could deal with. “Good. You deserve missing me after the way you manhandled me just now. A man should have some say in the matter of sex, don't you think?”
“No way. Not when he steals the batteries. You take my toys, I get to play with yours.” Tia ran her fingers lightly along his cock. Her slightest touch brought it back to life.
“Looks like you don't need batteries. This sucker's under his own power.” Laughing harder, Tia jerked her hand back, jumped off the bed and headed for the bathroom, wriggling her hips with a lot more sway than usual. “Next time, I'm gonna hide my batteries and you'll just have to deal with the dark.”
Tinker thought of Tia's quip later, as his plane crossed over the Sierra Nevada range, headed for Colorado. Deal with the dark. Sometimes he felt as if he spent every waking moment dealing with the dark. His own darkness, both figuratively and in reality. He'd never had it easy, a black man with his convoluted background, living in a white world.
Once again he wondered what his life would have been like if his mother hadn't abandoned him. She would have carried the Chanku genes, whoever she was. Carried them, but never brought that part of herself to life, other than through the birth of her son. For all he knew, she was still alive. Tinker often wondered if he had siblings anywhere, other young Chanku men or women, living lives of quiet or not so silent desperation...but that was neither here nor there.
What would have happened if the foster family who raised him had been black instead of white? They'd loved him unconditionally and done their best, but they were a typical suburban, white middle-class family. When they died in a car accident the year Tinker turned fifteen, he'd been thrust head-first back into both the foster care system and the local black society unprepared, lacking those skills needed by a young African American male.
Add his overactive libido and chaotic thought processes of the typical undiscovered Chanku, no idea at all how to interact with guys, much less African American girls, and Tinker knew he'd been a mess.
Literally a stranger in all worlds. A man apart and unaccepted in both black and white society, unable to fit in any world. All through the formative years in high school and college, even in the military, Tinker remained apart. The closest thing he had to a family who understood and accepted him was the pack.
Even there he was the odd man out. Luc Stone had Tia. Jake had Shannon . Hell, even AJ and Mik had Tala. There was the new guy, Baylor, but he seemed perfectly happy with Jake and Shannon. For now, anyway.
A flight attendant stopped beside his seat. Tinker glanced up and managed a smile. The woman was beautiful, tall and slim, with her black hair sleeked back into a neat bun at the back of her neck. She looked to be about his age with skin the color of coffee with cream, but he didn't encourage conversation. That was the problem with first class seats. Flight attendants were always checking to see if you needed something, though from the flirtatious look on this woman's face, she might be the needy one.
Tinker shook his head when she asked if he wanted something to drink, and turned once again to stare out the window. He never thought of his looks one way or the other, though women always seemed interested. The attendant moved on to speak with the couple in the seat behind his. Tinker sensed her curiosity, and with his heightened Chanku senses, even scented her arousal, but it did nothing for him.
Why, when he looked at beautiful women did he always compare them to Tia? He loved her, but he never thought of her as a mate. No, not in those terms. She was Luc's. She'd always be Luc's.
Which left Tinker once more alone in the dark.
Chapter 1
High Mountain Wolf Sanctuary, Colorado
If she sat very still, the wolves ignored her, even now in the failing light of dusk. Ignored her, though it was obvious they'd come searching for her. Lisa Quinn heard the zing of mosquitoes near her ear, sensed the encroaching coolness as night settled in, but she focused exclusively on the pack of seven wolves circled around the flat stone where she sat. They waited, sitting just as still as she, watching.
She recognized the alpha male and female, though even after observing this group for over a week she still couldn't keep their four half-grown pups straight without checking the tags in their ears. An older, grizzled male sat off to one side. He was badly scarred, one ear torn and his muzzle all tinged with gray. Lisa nodded to him, giving the respect his years had earned.
The wolf blinked, almost as if he acknowledged her greeting.
There was something magical about this time of night. Magic in the way their amber eyes glowed as darkness enfolded them, magic in the silence, in the connection. She lived for this moment in time, this sense that the beasts reached out to her, spoke to her. Though their thoughts were merely jumbled images, visual representations without language, the feeling of communication lingered long after each member of the pack finally turned away and glided silently back into the forest.
Lisa sat very still even after the last wolf had gone. Sat with her legs folded in the standard lotus position, her hands resting lightly on her knees, her body trembling with energy and something deeper, more confusing. Arousal? Yes, she was sexually aroused.
It made no sense. None at all, but there was no denying the sexual energy coursing through her veins, throbbing between her legs, making her breasts ache. She breathed deeply, exhaled, took another breath and felt the tension slowly begin to ebb.
A symphony of night sounds slowly built around her, but still she held her position, all the while reevaluating the past few minutes, considering how those minutes connected with all the years of her life. As she pondered the details, the sensual feelings faded even more, but the awareness remained. The sense of self, of connection.
Why now? Why here, in the midst of wolves, when she'd never found a sense of belonging among human society? Questions. Always more questions, when she'd hoped so much for answers. Dreams had led her to this place over two years ago, dreams that took her though the forest, running with wolves, thinking as a wolf, being wolf.
Only in her dreams.
For the very first time, though, tonight they'd come to her. Come as if they expected her, as if they needed her. For what? It was more than mere curiosity about the woman. Almost as if they needed answers just as she did. So many nights she'd sat here, aware of their presence as they hovered, unseen in the woods. Tonight, they'd shown themselves. Honored her with their powerful, feral presence.
Unsettled her with their disquiet. Lisa felt a small shiver run down her spine and wished it away, unwilling to lose the basic sense of this night.
Truly a magical moment. A time to savor. A memory to hold and hopefully, to repeat tomorrow and the night after that. Finally, after a lifetime spent searching, Lisa felt as if there might actually be answers to some if not all of her questions.
The corners of her mouth twitched at the thought. There would always be more to wonder about. All was never as it seemed. For all the sense of serenity about this place, mysteries hovered in the background.
Wolves gone missing. Four now, over the past two years? The shroud of guilt she bent beneath, that the disappearances began the month Lisa was hired, never fully left her. If only the wolves could tell. Tonight, the sense of communion Lisa felt had carried the whisper of answers.
She clung to that possibility, saw it as a destination after so many years spent wandering. Lisa's thoughts drifted from the poverty and anger of her dysfunctional childhood home to years of battling demons she'd not been able to name. The homeless encampment where she'd lived for a time under a Florida bridge was as far removed from this forest haven as she could imagine.
Caught in her unsavory memories, the questions and her fragile hope for something better, Lisa drifted with her thoughts. She'd felt the suspicion cast her way over the missing wolves and done her best to send it back. She found comfort in the dream she'd had last night and felt her heart speed up as her mind took her on a race through the forest, running with her packmates beside her. She was miles away and years beyond when a bright beam of light cut a swath through the darkness. She blinked and shielded her eyes when it found her.
“Shit. Quinn? Is that you? What the hell are you doing out here in the dark?”
“Hal?” Damn. Mr. Suspicious himself, her supervisor, Hal Anderson. She gritted her teeth in an effort to keep her mouth shut.
Anderson held the flashlight pointed directly at her eyes. “No one's allowed inside the pens after hours. Those gates are locked for a reason. The last thing we need is a mangled body come morning. You know the rules.”
Shaken rudely out of her meditative state, Lisa slowly unwound her legs and rose to her feet. She made a big point of stepping off the flat rock and moving into Hal's comfort zone. Lisa liked the fact she was taller than her boss. Enjoyed watching him take that involuntary step backward and duck his head in a typically submissive gesture without realizing what he'd done.
In fact, she liked the feeling as much as she disliked the man. He'd never come right out and accused Lisa to her face of any connection to the missing wolves, but his suspicions had long been whispered about among the rest of the staff. Despite her dislike of the man, Lisa stood comfortably with hands on hips. “If no one's allowed, then why are you here, Hal?”
He stepped back another pace, apparently caught off guard by her question. Then he recovered and puffed up his chest. All it did was make him look like an irritated little rooster. “I'm in charge of this sanctuary and I go where I damned well please.” He patted the holster strapped to his side as if the sidearm gave him the authority his size couldn't. “Now get out of here. Don't let me find you this side of the fence after dark, or your ass is gone. I'm not kidding, Quinn. You know the rules.”
“Oh, I know the rules all right.” She threw an extra bit of sway into her hips as she brushed by him, knowing exactly how much it would irritate the little tyrant. “I'm just wondering if you do.”
She also wondered what Anderson was doing out here after dark. Had he been casting suspicion her way to take it off someone else...like himself? Lisa felt his gaze on her until she took a turn in the trail that dropped her into a stretch of deep forest and the path back to the main gate. She felt the wolves, as well. Felt their presence without hearing or seeing them. Knew they protected her.
Just as she knew, without any doubt at all, that they hated and possibly feared Hal Anderson.
~~*~~
Pack Dynamics headquarters,San Francisco, CA.
The printer rattled to life and a boarding pass slowly appeared. He'd forgotten to replace the ink cartridge, so the print wasn't as dark as it should be, but what the hell...Martin McClintock, better known to his packmates as Tinker, sat at his desk wearing nothing but his worn flannel pajama pants. He watched the paper slip into the tray with the full and distinct knowledge his life was about to change.
Tinker steepled his fingers beneath his chin and stared out of the office window. It was barely six in the morning, still way too early to head to the airport. His plane didn't leave until ten. He'd been awake half the night, lying quietly in the big bed next to Tia and Luc, listening to their steady breathing, wondering what lay ahead.
There was just one more thing to do before he left, and that very thing was stalking him even now.
Tinker sensed Tia Mason before he heard her. Sensed the wildness of the forest and knew she'd most likely shifted and gone for a pre-dawn run. The hours before daybreak were the safest time to race through Golden Gate Park, a time when discovery was unlikely.
He grinned, knowing exactly why she searched him out.
For all the joy, all the glory of running as the wolf, shifting had its drawbacks, at least if one were alone. Almost unbearable arousal, a physical reaction impossible to ignore-an obsessive compulsion for sex not easily satisfied without a partner.
Among the Chanku, almost any partner would do--of either sex. It wasn't merely a way of life or a social choice. The drives and sensual needs defined who and what they were, how they lived, what they thought.
Who they fucked and why.
A constant itch in need of being scratched, a desire that must be filled, a hunger that had to be satisfied.
Tinker recognized that need in Tia now, the arousal coursing through her veins, her pheromones a tempting aphrodisiac to any virile male with the sense to read the signs. He grinned as heat pooled in his groin, fully aware he wasn't immune.
Thank goodness. Tinker welcomed the powerful rush of blood and pounding heat. He felt his cock swell and rise within his loose flannel pants and acknowledged the arousal, the slow, throbbing ache in his balls, the tight sense of need centered along the base of his spine. It was all good, this need, this wanting.
Normally Tia would find her mate at a time like this, but Lucien was gone for the day, headed to Sacramento for an early meeting. Of course Tia would come here.
When in need, call Tinker.
He almost laughed aloud.
Tia came to him for many things--friendship, protection, sex. Tinker remembered how much he'd hoped at one time she might come to him for love, but that wasn't going to happen. Not since she'd bonded with Lucien Stone, her mate and partner for life...and Tinker's boss.
Tinker knew he should feel grateful both Tia and Luc included him in their bed at night, accepted him as their partner in a thoroughly comfortable ménage. It wasn't enough, though. Not nearly enough. Their loving relationship didn't consciously exclude him, but as usual, Tinker realized he was the outsider.
The odd man out, though not necessarily at this particular moment.
Slim fingers brushed his bare shoulders. Warm lips tickled the edge of his ear. He felt her thick mass of hair brush his neck, trail lightly over the side of his face and then sweep across his back. More hot blood rushed south as his cock reacted, swelled and tented the front of his pants.
Tinker reached behind himself and caught the back of Tia's head in his palm, dragged her slowly around to face him, spinning his swivel chair to meet her half way.
She tumbled gracelessly into Tinker's lap, all naked, giggling, sexy woman, and wrapped her slim arms around his neck. “I forgot Luc was leaving early. I got home and the house seemed so empty. Mik, AJ and Tala aren't back from Maine yet and I couldn't find you.”
Tink laughed and kissed her lightly. Tia tried to deepen the kiss, but he pulled back, teasing. “Oh damn. And the batteries in your vibrator are missing.”
Tia cuffed the side of his head. “How'd you know?”
“Because I needed some for my flashlight and yours were the only ones I could think of.”
“Oaf.” Tia nuzzled the side of Tinker's neck, nipping and licking a trail across his collarbone. “Then you owe me. Big time.”
He chuckled. “I've got big. How big do you want it?”
“Big as you've got. Big as it'll get.” She slipped her hand down between their bodies, tugged at the elastic waistband of his pants and wriggled her fingers inside. Tinker sucked in a breath when she found his cock, wrapped her fingers tightly around the base and squeezed.
He tried to bite back a groan and failed. Damn, they'd fucked half the night away and he still wanted her--or at the very least, wanted what Tia offered.
He leaned back in his chair and threw his arms up over his head. “Take me, woman. I'm all yours.”
Tia snorted. “Well of course you are. You're male and I'm damned good.”
As if to prove her point, Tia twisted out of Tinker's lap and slipped down between his legs. She managed to free his cock through the fly of his pants and had her lips around the crown before her knees hit the floor.
Tinker reached out to slow her down at the same time Tia swallowed him, her tongue already doing amazing things to the underside of his cock while her cheeks hollowed with each pull of her lips. Instead of stopping her, he tangled his fingers in Tia's thick waves of hair and held her close. The sight of her pink lips stretched, moist and pliable, around the dark chocolate erection sprouting from his groin took him to the edge. The visual was as sexy as the suction, like his own private porn flick starring Tia and his cock.
Tinker bit down on his lips and tilted his head back. No way in hell could he watch Tia Mason suck his cock and maintain control.
He was big and hard and filled her mouth so that the scrape of her teeth ran the length of his cock each time she pulled him in and then slowly turned him loose. Her tongue flattened against the underside, but as he withdrew, Tinker felt the tip of it curl around the crown of his penis then dip quickly into the eye at the tip.
He wondered if she tasted the first drops of his seed, if she thought at all about Tinker or merely her search for release. Tinker opened his mind to Tia's thoughts, but for now there was merely a haze of lust without any form or feature.
Tia as woman barely existed, so trapped was she in the lush arousal following her shift, still a mindless creature of sensation, needs and desires. Until Tia's conscious mind returned, Tinker accepted he was nothing more to her than a means to an end, a very amenable pleasure toy to help ease the creature's needs.
He understood. He'd been that same creature so many times before.
Tia'd found a rhythm now that took Tinker closer and closer to climax. First the tightening in his groin, the tension between his legs as his balls drew up high and tight. He turned himself free, let the sensations take him. Close, so much closer to the edge, when Tia slowly withdrew until only the smooth crown of his cock was clasped between her lips.
She sucked down hard, laved him again with her tongue and then dropped him entirely and pulled away. The cold morning air kissing his wet flesh wasn't nearly enough to cool the heat. Tia leaned close once more, swirled her tongue around the small eye at the tip and then gave him a saucy wink. “That's all. I just wanted to make sure you were really interested.”
Tinker took a moment to catch his breath and then he laughed. “Witch.” He stood up quickly, grabbed Tia under her shoulders and knees and lifted her against his chest before she had time to squawk. With his erect cock banging her butt, he carried her across the office, down the hall and into their bedroom. Holding Tia at least two feet above the big bed, Tinker dumped her amid the tangled sheets and then rolled her to her belly.
“Oomph.” She tried to wriggle free.
He held her down with one hand and slipped out of his loose pants with the other.
“What are you doing, you big oaf?” Twisting and turning under his palm, giggling uncontrollably, Tia swung a fake punch in Tinker's direction.
He dodged her flailing fist. “Finishing what you started, sweetie.”
Somehow, in spite of or because of her struggles, Tia's legs spread apart and her hips rose up and she was wet and ready when Tinker knelt behind her. He ran his fingers over her smoothly shaved mound, parted her swollen lips with his fingers, grabbed his cock in his fist and found her wet and ready sex with the broad crown. One thrust took him deep, the second actually shoved Tia forward.
She practically purred.
“This is what you're looking for, isn't it?” Deeper this time, until his balls slapped against her mound.
“Maybe...” Her answer was muffled in her pillow, but it was obvious Tia wanted anything he offered.
Tinker's cock connected with the hard mouth of her womb on the next, hard thrust. She arched her back, cried out. Her pussy clamped down on his cock in a rippling, clenching spasm, squeezing him tighter, holding him deep inside as her entire body arched against him.
He opened his thoughts and caught her incoherent mental cries of pleasure. When he linked his mind with Tia's, Tinker felt the thickness of his cock as if it pierced his own spasming sex, felt each ripple and contraction as if his body were climaxing.
Tinker held there a moment, unmoving, mind and body saturated with sensation. His balls throbbed, a deep, dark pounding in time with his heart, the taut sense of pleasure bordering on pain as he held on to only marginal control. Tia rippled around him, her strong inner muscles squeezing and releasing, her scent rising ripe and addictive to tease his sensitive nostrils.
Slowly Tinker withdrew, teeth clenched and muscles tensing as he made his slow, steady retreat. Tia's velvet clasp tightened around his cock, attempted to hold him closer. He pulled almost completely free of her heat, then slammed into her hard and fast. Tia whimpered and adjusted her hips to take him even deeper. Her thick juices smoothed the way, her spasming sex pulled him in and Tinker felt his hard-won control slip even more.
He slowed, rocking against Tia in a slow, steady rhythm.
Her fingers crept between their legs, tickling and scraping over sensitized flesh. He groaned when she found his sac and gently squeezed and massaged his balls in rhythm with each slow, even penetration.
Tinker slipped into a steady, leisurely cadence. Deeper, all the way in and slowly out to the very edge of her sex. His thighs trembled now, his gut clenched with need and a slick river of sweat poured down his face and covered his chest. Almost as an afterthought he searched for Tia's thoughts and found her once more on the edge of climax.
Close. So very close, almost in sync with him, almost there. Tinker pinched her nipples between his thumbs and forefingers, rolling the taut peaks hard enough to cause pain. Tia gasped, arched her back and cried out. Her sound was low and haunting, more a howl than a moan.
Tink joined his thoughts to Tia's. Not a link such as mates might have, but a simple linking of pleasure, of sensation. He leaned back on his heels and pulled Tia with him. His cock bottomed out once again, filling her. Her round buttocks pressed against his belly and his fingers flared across her middle. He held her close. Her heart pounded beneath his palm.
Tia reached between their legs. She scraped her nails over his sac, then cupped his balls in her palm and gently squeezed. Her thoughts in his mind turned hot, her needy flesh tightened even more around his cock, and suddenly, before he expected it, Tinker flew over the top.
Had it always been so good? Hips thrusting, jaw clenched and body shaking, his mind filled with Tia's climax, Tinker experienced his orgasm as Tia felt it, deep inside her body.
Exquisite, to know it from Tia's viewpoint as well as his own. He became the depth of her passion in the images, words and sensations she shared.
Experienced the lush heat, the fullness, the desire, and even the regret. In the midst of climax, with Tinker's cock filling her, his arms holding her, his seed pulsing into her warm and welcoming pussy, Tia thought of Luc.
Missed Luc. Wished he were here with them. Wished Luc were the one loving her. Loving Tinker. Filling her sex or her mouth or even her ass. No matter. Tinker knew her thoughts, and knew Tia wanted her mate.
As she should.
Would a woman ever think of him that way? Would he ever know the deep, soul-searing link of a bonded mate?
Not with this woman, no matter how much he cared for her.
Tinker slowly lowered Tia to the bed, both of them drawing deep, gasping breaths of air into oxygen-starved lungs.
Tinker kissed Tia's cheek, stroked her hair back from her face and smiled down at her while he struggled for control of his breathing. Finally, when he felt he could speak without gasping for air, he kissed her again. It was time to let go of regrets, to think of other things. To think of the adventure that lay ahead.
He wished he knew how to plan for the unpredictable. Impossible. He'd figure this trip out one step at a time. Until he came face to face with his ultimate goal, he'd have to wing it.
Tinker flopped down on the bed beside Tia and turned so he could watch her face. “I'm going to need a ride to SFO. Can you take me down to the airport in a couple hours?”
Tia nodded. Her chest rose and fell with each deep breath. Her thoughts now were her own, gently yet firmly blocked. “Yeah. No problem.”
Tinker sat up but Tia stopped him with a gentle hold on his forearm. He looked down at her fingers, their bronze color still many shades lighter than his own dark skin, and thought how beautiful her fingers were, how much he liked the contrast of their colors, her deep bronze to his dark chocolate.
Her softness to his hard, muscled body. Her feminine yet forceful spirit to his Chanku male soul. Tink covered Tia's hand with his, pushed those pointless thoughts from his mind, and glanced into her beautiful amber eyes. “What?”
“I'm...I.” She sighed and glanced away, the thought she hadn't shared left unspoken. “Do you know how long you'll be gone? Did Luc tell you anything at all? Did he find out anything?”
Tinker shook his head. “Not much more than we talked about. It's a wolf sanctuary, privately owned and funded, yet licensed by the federal government. It's in Colorado, in the northern part of the state, up in the Rockies though I understand the elevation isn't too high. I'll be looking for Baylor Quinn's sister. Her name's Lisa, unless she's changed it. We know Bay's Chanku. So's his other sister, Tala. It's a given that Lisa is as well. I need to find her, convince her to take the supplement and hope it works. Then we'll take it from there.”
Tia slanted him a coquettish glance. “Oh, I can guess where you'll take it. Far, fast and very, very deep.”
Tinker shrugged his shoulders, but he grinned. “One can only hope. It's going to be weird, approaching a stranger who is definitely Chanku...and knowing she hasn't got a clue. I'll be honest and admit I'm going after her, hoping she'll be the one, that she'll end up as my mate. Face it, sweetie. There are so few women among us. We have to take our future into our own hands or someone else might do it for us.”
Tia nodded, her smile faded. “I know. I want you to find someone of your very own. It's just...” She looked away again. Tinker grabbed her chin with his fingertips, turned her back and was surprised to see tears on her cheeks. She sighed and covered Tink's hand with hers. “Things will never be the same again. I feel it, and I worry about you.”
“Sweetie, don't worry. I'll be fine. Everything will be okay and I'll be home before you know it. Hopefully with someone else for you to pick on.” He kissed Tia, then stood up. He had to put distance between them before he said or did something stupid. She was Luc's. Tia would always be Luc's, no matter how often she shared Tinker's bed. She loved Tinker. He had no doubt of that, but she had chosen Luc as her mate. Loved Luc on a level far beyond any feelings she held for Tinker. It might have been confusing, had they still been human.
Among the Chanku, it was the way of the pack. Thank goodness Luc knew and was cool with the relationship Tinker had with Tia. Tinker sighed. Of course, maybe that wasn't such a good thing. Maybe it made things too comfortable, all that much more difficult for Tinker to move on, to find his own mate, his own life.
Tia grabbed his hand and stretched her fingers over his knuckles, as if comparing their color differences. She looked down at their linked hands, not into his eyes as she normally would. “Do you have any idea what you're going to do when you find her? What you'll say? It's not like you can just introduce yourself and say, oh, by the way, I'm a shapeshifter and I turn into a wolf. She'd think you were nuts. You have to have some kind of a plan.”
Tinker laughed. “Actually, I don't. I'm just going to wing it with this one. I need to see what she's like, get a feel for how she'll deal with everything she's going to find out about herself.”
Tia laughed. “I can't believe that you, of all people, haven't got a detailed plan of action. That is so not you!” She squeezed his fingers, then dropped his hand and stepped back. “I'll miss you, Tinker. A lot. So will Luc.” She pouted, glanced at him out of the corners of her eyes. She looked like a pissed off six year old.
He grinned. This he could deal with. “Good. You deserve missing me after the way you manhandled me just now. A man should have some say in the matter of sex, don't you think?”
“No way. Not when he steals the batteries. You take my toys, I get to play with yours.” Tia ran her fingers lightly along his cock. Her slightest touch brought it back to life.
“Looks like you don't need batteries. This sucker's under his own power.” Laughing harder, Tia jerked her hand back, jumped off the bed and headed for the bathroom, wriggling her hips with a lot more sway than usual. “Next time, I'm gonna hide my batteries and you'll just have to deal with the dark.”
Tinker thought of Tia's quip later, as his plane crossed over the Sierra Nevada range, headed for Colorado. Deal with the dark. Sometimes he felt as if he spent every waking moment dealing with the dark. His own darkness, both figuratively and in reality. He'd never had it easy, a black man with his convoluted background, living in a white world.
Once again he wondered what his life would have been like if his mother hadn't abandoned him. She would have carried the Chanku genes, whoever she was. Carried them, but never brought that part of herself to life, other than through the birth of her son. For all he knew, she was still alive. Tinker often wondered if he had siblings anywhere, other young Chanku men or women, living lives of quiet or not so silent desperation...but that was neither here nor there.
What would have happened if the foster family who raised him had been black instead of white? They'd loved him unconditionally and done their best, but they were a typical suburban, white middle-class family. When they died in a car accident the year Tinker turned fifteen, he'd been thrust head-first back into both the foster care system and the local black society unprepared, lacking those skills needed by a young African American male.
Add his overactive libido and chaotic thought processes of the typical undiscovered Chanku, no idea at all how to interact with guys, much less African American girls, and Tinker knew he'd been a mess.
Literally a stranger in all worlds. A man apart and unaccepted in both black and white society, unable to fit in any world. All through the formative years in high school and college, even in the military, Tinker remained apart. The closest thing he had to a family who understood and accepted him was the pack.
Even there he was the odd man out. Luc Stone had Tia. Jake had Shannon . Hell, even AJ and Mik had Tala. There was the new guy, Baylor, but he seemed perfectly happy with Jake and Shannon. For now, anyway.
A flight attendant stopped beside his seat. Tinker glanced up and managed a smile. The woman was beautiful, tall and slim, with her black hair sleeked back into a neat bun at the back of her neck. She looked to be about his age with skin the color of coffee with cream, but he didn't encourage conversation. That was the problem with first class seats. Flight attendants were always checking to see if you needed something, though from the flirtatious look on this woman's face, she might be the needy one.
Tinker shook his head when she asked if he wanted something to drink, and turned once again to stare out the window. He never thought of his looks one way or the other, though women always seemed interested. The attendant moved on to speak with the couple in the seat behind his. Tinker sensed her curiosity, and with his heightened Chanku senses, even scented her arousal, but it did nothing for him.
Why, when he looked at beautiful women did he always compare them to Tia? He loved her, but he never thought of her as a mate. No, not in those terms. She was Luc's. She'd always be Luc's.
Which left Tinker once more alone in the dark.
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